Possessiveness

Possesiveness!
theek hai maan liya nahi bhaata mere dil ko tera kisi or ke kareeb jana,
nahi achha lagta tera kisi or ke sath baate karna,
haan chubhte hai mujhe kisi or ke messages tere inbox mein….

haan theek hai hoti hai mujhe jealousy tumhe koi dekhta hai to,
me kyu chahunga log bhi tumhe vese dekhe jese mein dekhta hun,
me kyu chahunga jo kabhi me stranger hua karta tha, koi or bhi vese hi ho,
kyuki tum mere ho to mere ho, me kyu chahunga kisi or se tumhe baantna…

akhir ho bhi kyu na, kyuki jab me stranger tha to me bhi to ese hi instagram ke through tumhare paas aaya tha,
haan dukhta hai dil ko jab vese hi kisi or se baat karte ho,
haan theek hai na.. over possessive hi samajh lo,
akhir jo mera hai so hai.. nahi aane de sakta kisi or ko humare beech…

tumne to meri feelings tak ko share kanre ke liye mnaa kiya hai,
tumne to apne jazbaat tak byaan karne ko mnaa kiyaa hai..
jhaa tum ek taraf dawaa krte ho har kisi ki zarurat me unse baat krne ka,
kisi ka dil na dukhe beshak gumnaam ho ke sahi tum sab kuchh sunte ho unka,
tohh mere hi time sab kyu khatam ho jaata hai, akhir kyu jab me apna dil nikaal ke rakhta hu to kyu sab khatam ho jata hai…
kyu nahi sunna chahte tum kuchh bhi.. kyu har ek din mere jazbaat humari ladaai pe khatam ho jaate hai…

yaar ho jaati hai jealousy…
nahi hai mera basss espee… jo tum mere saath kia karti thi nahi dekh sakta tum kisi or ke sath bhi woi sab karo.. kya kya hua tumhare sath din bhar me, kisi or se bhi woi sab share karte ho to dukhta hai dil… har waqt mujhe hi samajhna hai ye expect me bhi to kar sakta hu na… please mujhe bhi ek dafaa samajh jaaya karo na….

over possessive hu ya pta ni kya par achhaaa nahi lagta tumhara kisi or ke kareeb jaana,
kisi or ke saamne apna dil nikaal ke rakh dena…
maana akelaa hu.. tera saath hai fir bhi tanhaa hu, kyuki sath dikhawe ka lagta hai jab me apne dil ki baat tak tumhe nahi btaa sakta.. apne hi jazbaat jo kabhi tumhare favourite hua karte the, wohi tumse sajhaa nahi kar sakta…
ek baar basss ek baar meri ankho se bhi dekho na… please ek baar samajh jaao naa…..