Waking up next to you and going for a walk together would be an amazing start of the day…. Then after a walk sitting on the top with you, feeling the breeze running against our face and slowly opening those eyes to see a beautiful sunrise would be an add on to my day….
Then realising that you are not with me any more…
But
you are still being missed,
my feelings are being killed,
thought of living without you,
is still a result of my sins,
you are still being missed…
Life is not that happening anymore,
feeling of waking up is not same anymore,
days are not same,
looking into mirror is a big shame,
food doesn’t fill my appetite,
you are still needed in my day and night…
Yeah, leaving you was my kinda act,
as I wanted to save my self respect,
but staying with you was a big doubt,
I wanted to make myself proud…
you are still being missed,
my feelings are being killed…
– Anil K Arora
My Walking Cam 